When Jesus went up onto a mountain peak to encounter God, Peter’s first response was to say, “It is good for us to be here.” (Matthew 17:4) His next statement was, “Shall I build a tent (tabernacle/a tradition/temple) here?” He never got an answer. Being in the very presence of God stopped him from talking. All he and his friends could do was fall to the ground knowing that they were in His Holy Presence. All they could do was tremble. The experience was such that as they were coming down from this place, Jesus urged them not to talk about this for a while.
This
peak experience was not something they could have manufactured, planned or
created. They certainly couldn’t re-schedule or make a revival or a tradition
out of, in and again; heck they weren’t even able to talk about it. However, it did happen and it was a formative
piece in their discipleship journey.
Like
many of us, I long for moments like this and I tell myself that I long to stay
and live there in these experiences. It is interesting that when Peter went to
speak and share his excitement, he was silenced by God’s Presence. All he was
able to do was throw himself onto the ground, facedown. Often the challenge with peak experiences is
that they are your experience and are very hard to explain to others. It
reinforces the fact that each of us must have our own. There is a danger when
we endeavour to make a formula out of our experience. We have been known to create a service, a
prayer sequence, a space where God is moving, that people can attend and get
the same experience we had there. I
wonder what Jesus would say about that? Remember when Peter was about to do the
same he was silenced! I can just hear him thinking, “If we put up a tent/shrine
here then others can come, touch this space and they will sense God like we
have. This will help others know God is
real. This will validate our ministry and all that Jesus has been saying.” BUT he was silenced and asked not to speak
about it again for a while. We need to
be careful that our peak personal experiences don’t become a formula that gives
us validation to lead others.
Very
quickly they knew it wasn’t about them and their depth of spirituality because when
they got to the bottom of the mountain they weren’t even able to help someone
in need. When they asked Jesus why not he answered them, “How long will I put
up with you? You have so little faith!” The peak experience was all about God revealing
who He was and so little about them. They must have found it very sobering to come
down from a PEAK experience very quickly.....or did they?
Peter
said, “It is good for us to be here”, and it makes sense that we would want to
manufacture, re-visit of create spaces where we have peak experiences with God
all the time. But another question could be are we seeking the wrong
experiences? I hear so many people talk about not “feeling God” or not feeling
like God is not there. We long for the amazing, the “wow” factor that makes us
feel all gooey inside. We comprehend this
passage as Jesus and the disciples having to come down from the mountain, implying
that we can’t stay up on the mountain. But do we fail to see that it was at the
bottom of the mountain, in the real world that Jesus was able to heal the boy
before their eyes. Is this not also a peak experience? Is this not just as “formative” in their
faith formation? Seeing that Jesus has
the power to heal and being confronted with the fact that their faith was
lacking. At this low time is where reality hits. It’s not about them it is about God. Is this
not a peak experience? Seeing someone healed, seeing Jesus changing lives, realising
that is not about us and what we can and cannot do, but all about who God is
and what He does! Can it even be a peak experience to be rebuked by Jesus? It is said that “whatever doesn’t kill you makes
you stronger” and we know that when we are weak He is strong. These times might
be low times personally, but they can be peaks when we learn that we are a part
of a greater story. We can’t do the
impossible, but we serve a powerful God and He can!
As
we follow Peter’s life through the Gospels it is one big rollercoaster of “highs”
and “lows”. But I would rather call them
ALL peak experiences, moments where God was revealed for who He is, where Peter’s
faith was formed and grew in preparation for him to become the “rock” that God
built His church upon.
We
must be careful of seeking out “peak” experiences. God wants to meet us anywhere, anyhow, anytime. Often we can’t plan them and find them
difficult to describe or explain to others. I believe God longs for EVERYONE to
have their own experience. I believe
they are life changing, personally formative and necessary for the lifelong journey
with God. I believe we must keep our eyes open, hearts soft and seek FIRST the
kingdom of God and peak experiences will be all around you.
Q:
Are you open and expectant for God to reveal himself daily? Q: Are you teaching
and leading others to be open and expectant for God to walk with them daily?
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